Heres The HAPS:

Figured since Im FINALLY online,I might as well post an "update" of whats been happening in my life the last lil' while.

I just got back from CA yesterday morning. Spent 4 days with my family for Thanksgiving, which went OK. Unfortunately on Thanksgiving Day my Uncle Clois had a heart attack. He used to live right across the street from me back home & he works w/my parents at the Office, so we're real close. Hes doing pretty good..considering. They did angioplasty (sp?) sometime late Friday night & he seems to be recovering fairly well. Please keep him in your prayers.

Blake, his best friend Vince, my 2 brothers & my Dad all left early Friday morning to go way up North to work on some of the houses that my Dad is "flipping". Im so happy that Blake is finally doing something POSITIVE...and has something to keep him busy. Theyll be up there for a week..and if things go as planned-Blake will be in CA until after New Years. (not really sure though-hes been tryin to play "hardball" with me again-now all of a sudden he wants to be in AZ) Im so tired of it.

This thursday (only 3 days away!) Im flyin out to BALTIMORE to see Jim, Kathy & Scott! It was kinda a last minute decision-but airfare drpped like CRAZY (OMG-down to $95 ROUNDTRIP!!) so I couldnt pass it up!! Ill be out there for 4 days-Im excited. Unfortunately NOT EXCITED ENOUGH to keep me from cheating with my BFL program. WTF??!!

Yesterday I seriuously ate myself into OBLIVION. I havent done that in quite a while-it sucks and man- oh- mannnnnnnnnnn was I sick this morning!! I have a serious PROBLEM. Soemtimes I think I have a handle on it-then theres times like yesterday that Im completley OUT OF CONTROL. Wish I still had insurance so I could go see a "Professional" again-maybe that would help....I dunno....

OK>..sorry Im ramblin!

Today Ive been on track-heres so far:

#1- 2 scoops Syntrax Nectar w/2 C low cal OJ
#2-1/2 C LF CC & 6oz Light N Fit yogurt
#3-6 oz boiled chicken breast, 4 C green salad w/2T ranch & 2T lo-cal Vinegrette, small sweet potato

Ive been tryin to catch up on everyones blogs/Challenge reports....I SOOOO wish I could afford a trainer. I NEED to take EVERYTHING to a new level-Ive been so STUCK for a few months now. Any suggestions...IM open for um yall!

OK..I FINALLY write a new entry..and Blogger wasnt working!!!

Yup.....I was tryin to catch up on here right before Thanksgiving-wrote a whole loota stuff, added pics..then BAM!! Get a notice that Blogger is down & NOTHING can be saved! UGGHH!!!

Oh well........Basically it was all about the NASCAR Weekend here in Phoenix hanging out w/Dede & her Hubby Jim--we had SUCHA BLAST!!

Friday we spent almost the entire 14 hours that we were at the track down in the Pits! Got to meet a few drivers-seen my crush Elliott (and Yes-he DID wave to me -in case you were wonderin!) Got to see his Brother Hermie down there too and he immediatly recognized me & said Hi. (That whole situation is pretty funny--too bad I cant get that kind of attention from ELLIOTT!) I watched the race from the Pits-and even got to go into VICTORY LANE for the after-race Celebration!

Saturday started off with us hanging out w/Cap'n MORGAN a lil tooooo early in the day!! Nuthin like a rum & coke at 8am huh?! hahaha The ol' Capn led to a lil flirtin on my part-and an invitation into the Pit Box with some cute guy from the #42 team. NOOOOO....I didnt take him up on it--(I have a BF that I really care about.) #42-guy asked me out for Sat night too-which I also didnt accept-and good thing....Mr.#42 Guy is MARRIED!! Yup-hes a lyin, cheatin, man-hoe. Figures.

Oh well..theres ALOT more that happened that weekend-but overall it was just me hanging out w/Dede & Jim and laughing more than I have in YEARS!! I had soo much fun, we met soo many people & just enjoyed the hot weather & friendship.

The sad part-I got so spoiled hanging out w/them for 3.5 whole days-as soon as they left...depression started kickin my ass-It was so nice to actually have FRIENDS to do stuff with. Dont think I realized how LONELY it is here in AZ....
Oh well...Until next time!